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burntbruceApril 24 STONED !!!!! STONED !!!!!
As the Blue light shines, It soon become Red !
And now a purple cloud from it all
inhaled by It's magic,the breath it took, the aroma arose me, to unbound depths!
Come take a little trip with me,and I
will lead the way and we will see it all!
As we travel beyond this world,to planes we have never been before, totally out of sight and mind !!!
Now to see the things that is real,and
some which are not;It's up to you to see
what is really right !!
As I go beyond the Realm,to arose that
aroma once again,by the inhale of the
smoke !!!
I again jump another step from an extra
toke I take, and now I can see it with
great insight; all is so very clear!!
In my visions, the sight of God with open eyes, I can now see; and from my
insight I was right !!!!!
And now I am sure, that I always knew the truth; that God's just an Asshole,
really through and through !!!!
With now that all is clear,with open mind,and with tattered soul; I am on the
run again !!!!
With delight,another toke in hand; as it
clouds the mind,with effects of full
success !!!!
I can now test and adjust the state I am
in, feeling the High and the peace of
mind !!
No matter how high I get, the facts are always clear; As they where when this
sleigh ride had began !!!!
But what the Hell, I am only in fact ...
only STONED !!!!!!
As now all I have to say is..........
" What A Long, Strange Trip It's Been !"
BurntBruce
written 02/26/1997 April 23 Angie's Blues ANGIE'S BLUES
There was a time, when she came into my life I thought
forever!
It was a time of excitement and adventure, as weeks went
into months !
Angie lite a flame in my heart, as well as my soul that never
went away !
For Us each day was on the fast lane to an uncontrolable
destiny that neither of us could control!
But now she is gone for good, and still her presence is with
me; even now after many years have past !!!
She was an Angel in my life that was first here, and now
gone !!
We both had a wild streak that at times could not be
controlled or put to rest !!
Our life's were in tangled with the greed and the speed,
each trying to live a life totally at ease !!!
Truckin' along as each day passes by, trying to avoid what
each had become !!!
Both our lives has been crushed from our past, but still
we always kept on !!
As things changed and the time past by, we grew to
become strangers, both lost in a world not easily undone!
Now years later with all said and done, one life was lost
both untimely and unjust; and another life was trapped
with loneliness and disscuss!!
Life has no meaning with an empty void for the future,
cursed by society and a soulmate now gone !!!
Drugs where our lives, we lived it true to the end; and in
both of our life's there was an end !!!
Angie's now dead, and forgotten by most; but for me,she
is still with me in both memory and soul !!
My time is coming closer at hand, and soon I will join her
until the end !!!!
For some, death has great meaning and other's there
is none; only a game with a beginning and end !!!
Bruce written October 1992 Hempatitis HEMPATITIS
It's a disease of the Mind, and a disease of the soul ;
It's a disease of the spirit which causes it too flow !
The disease is found in Many, but mainly a few,
known by the many; as stoners, potheads or name a few!
We meet in small groups with our tools at hand, from
great to small, we see them all !!
Out comes all the stops, as all the stash comes out ,
We load up all the pipes and bongs from the large to the
small; all now ready to take on the trip !!
It's that time to get spiritual, with all it's glory to find the
truths !!
With a little light and alot of luck, the process begins,
as the aroma of smoke rises in the air !!
And as the tokin' continues, we all begin to reach new
planes of reality !!
As this Ritual reaches it's climax, the lightweights slowly
drop out; and only the masters are left to advance to
Higher levels !!!
And at the end of the trip, only the bravest and glorious
will conquer the quest, with new ideas and Philosophies
to share and open some minds !!!!
BurntBruce 11/02/ 2001
War Again And Noboby Cares !! War Again And Nobody Cares !!
War Again, And More Innocent People will have to die,
War brings on only Hate and Destruction, and when it all
ends; will only bring on the Destruction of Mankind !!
Our History has shown this true over and over again, and
now with bigger and better weapons of War; the Destiny
of Mankind looks to be more grim !!
What honor is there in the death of 50,000 or a Million
People ?
Has History taught us Nothing about the the casualities
of War ? Appearently not, because now Wars are being
fought about Greed and Power !!!!
People are dying now, so the Rich and powerful people can
keep what they sowed, and it is not their Blood who is shed,
but the Blood of the innocent !!! Those who are in power,
will never have the fear of their own blood being shed,
only those who are placed in arms way, fear Death !!!
Without War, there will only be Peace; And with Peace, will
mean Humanity will once again Survive !!!
One War, One Nuclear bomb, will be all it will take for
Humanity and then Our Mother-Earth and Everything else
will cease to exist !!!
In the 1960's, the Hippie Generation tryed to Open the
eyes of everyone to see how evil our Government had really
become; But the people refused to listen to the logic of
reason, and the Government found the means to deny the
real truth !!
The People demonstrated against the War In Viet-Nam,
because they understood the intricacies that the War would
bring; but instead of bringing Peace, it brought only more
death and the Rights of People's Freedom of Speech to be
taken !!!
Now again we are involved in a War, like Viet-Nam; which
has been played as an honorable case to fight Terrorism,
but in reality is a War over power for Oil !!!
People are dying, so the Wealthy can obtain oil rights in the
Middle East; while convincing the people who are fighting
and dying, that they are protecting the World from the
evils of Terrorism !!!
It is time for the People to open their eyes to the truth, and
stop believing the Governments of their lies; otherwise this
Mother-Earth of Ours, will soon be destroyed by the power
and greed of the ones who doen't care anyway !!!
Love and Peace is the only answer now, but as things are
going now; Love and Peace has become the real delusion,
and War and Destruction is Our Future !!!
I am Everyone who reads this to stop and think about these
words, and start to question what are the real truths and
what are the lies that we are being told !!!! What kind of a
future do you want for your children and their children ?
Would You like them to live in a World of Love and Peace,
or a World of Death, Destruction, Hate, and Greed ?????
Personally, I feel that it is time that the People have their
say in the matter; and not the Governments of the World !!
It is time that all of the Bull-shit ends, and that We the
People finally has a say in the Matters of the World, since
We are the ones who Live for a better life; and want a
better life for Our Children, as well as their Children !!!!!
Love and Peace !!!
HippyBurntBruce December 20 Far From My HeartLonely, Desperate, and In Need :
54 year old Hippie/Deadhead/ Pisces, Looking for a Loving,
Caring Woman to share my Love and Life with !!
Looking for a woman who is between 25 and 45; who is kind,
Loving,caring, effectionate, and giving and Understanding !!
I am looking for someone who can be a friend, companion,
Lover, and even Long time Relationship !!!
I was diagnosed with Hepatitis-C in 1999, and am slowly dying
from the disease, so she must accept this, understand, and
be non-bias of my disease !!!
I have not had sex in almost 13 years, and frankly don't know
if I even remember what to do anymore; but I would like to
find someone who is willing to teach me again !!!
I am very shy, withdrawn, Loving, caring, effectionate, and
very giving !!! I am looking for someone who loves to be
touched, held, hugged, kissed, and paid alot of attention to !!
I have alot of Love to give, to that certain right woman, who
is willing to give it back !!!
I am not very active anymore because of the Hepatitis-C, but
I love spending time in the mountains here in Montana, but
also enjoy time at Home !!!
My first love is Listening, recording, and collecting - Grateful
Dead Concerts !! I have been to just 143 Grateful Dead
concerts, and the Music is very close to my Heart and Soul !!!
I love to read, Draw, paint, watch Movies and Baseball games!
My favorite Author is JRR Tolkien, and my Favorite Movie is
The Lord of the Rings !! I love doing Scienific research;
especially any that involves making Our World a better place
to live !!! I am a disabled Viet Nam Veteran, who recieves a
pension for Neuropsychiatic conditions: Manic Depression with
suicidal thoughts and tendenices/ Paranoid schizophenia !!!
I use Medical Marijuana to help me relieve me during those
times when suffering Manic Depression attacks, as well to
relieve the symptoms of the hepatitis-C !!!
I use to use Hard Drugs and Alcohol, but I have quit using both
because of my Health problems and the Hepatitis-C !!!
I will not quit my struggle for life, and refuse to just lay down
and die without a fight !!!! Life is very precious to me, and I
plan to be around for sometime !!!!
I Love animals and Children, and I am interested in finding
someone who would like to settle down and possibily start a
family !!!!
If there is a Lady who would be interested in this Old Hippie/
Deadhead, please Email me and tell me about yourself and
send a photo !!
My Email is burntbruce@hotmail.com
December 19 The Time Is ComingI have been stuggling with a disease, known as
Hepatitis-C (HCV), for probably a long time; but was diagnosed with 2b positive of the HCV , in
1999 !!!
I have also been and diagnosed with Manic Depression with suicidal Thoughts/ and Tendencies and Paranoid Schizohenia; which by Doctors and liver Doctors, tell me that I was not able to use the Treatment for Hepatitis-C (TX) because of my Neuropsychiatric conditions! There are times when the bad symptoms of this disease, strike me now; that I think of just ending it, to just stop the suffering!
Though, this disease may be killing me, and the
old body is telling me that the end is near at hand,
there is always HOPE !!!! There are Pfriends and
Pfamily who are close to me, that each day give
me that HOPE !!! This Hope, keeps me hanging in
there, and gives me the strength to survive just
one more day of my Life !!!
Unfortutually, alot of people don't understand what it is like to struggle with this disease, and
will shut you out because of it , or will become
bias or even cruel, just because you have the
disease !!!!
I have realized now, that I have no one but myself
to blame for this disease, since it was my chose
for the 30 years of Drug use, abuse, and addiction
I experienced in my life !!! And now, I am paying
for my mistakes, with this slow death approaching
my life !!!!
Perhaps, now I am sharing this; in the Hopes to
carry a message to others, to open there eyes and
help them understand how it feels to be in the
shoes of someone suffering this disease (HCV) !
Because I have Hepatitis-c, I have lost alot of
close friends, Family, and Relationships because
of it; I have been denyed the chances of starting
Healthy Relationships, as well as a sexual life
just because of the Hepatitis-c !! As a result of this
I force myself to live a very lonely, hermit lifestyle
and shut myself off from the world !!!
I am a 53 year old Hippie/ Deadhead, who has now
come to that cross-roads of my life, where even
Hope has become a delusion !!!
Our old world has become even more of a delusion
now, than in the 60's; where people have become
greedy, selfish, and uncaring for their fellow-man
and have seperated Man-Kind !!!
Like myself and others, This Mother Earth is dying
and no one cares anymore ; and have become the
means of it's own destruction !!!!
It is getting time to rid ourselves of these discriminations before it is too late for Humanity,
and We all lose our perspective of life !!!
I know that my lifetime is getting short, and that
perhaps soon it will come to an end, without any
saddness or regrets, because I have lived and
experienced life on its own terms !!!
I encourage people to inform and Knowledge
themselves on Hepatitis-C, and come to understand that with cautions, that people can
help, Love, and care about those of us with this
disease, and help them to share the Joys of a
normal life, as those without it !!! Today, the greatest enemy of man-kind is bias for those who
are different, or who has a disease like Hepatitis,
and alot of the people who attract this disease is
not at fault; because alot of times they get it by
accident, and then are forced to pay dearly for It!
In closing, I would like everyone to think about
how you would feel if you had this disease, and
others began judging you because of it, and then
started treating you differently!! You would feel
as I have; very empty, confused, and alone !!!!!
Thank you !!!
Bruce |
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